Ordination and non-self

 

Look at you closely. What are you doing? What are you tring to gain? Where are you came from? And where will you go?(after death). Look these categories in the society, and the disabled people. These is must existing a reason to this differenting.

Anyone do not know where & when we will die. Belongings and loved things give you grief and fear.

If you ask me "why are you got ordination?" I have to say is those 4 lord Buddha's discoverings. Namely;

1) 'The world is swept away. It does not endure': This is the first Dhamma summary stated by the Blessed One who knows & sees, worthy & rightly self-awakened. Having known & seen & heard it, I went forth from the home life into homelessness(ordination).

2) 'The world is without shelter, without protector': This is the second Dhamma summary...

3) 'The world is without ownership. One has to pass on, leaving everything behind': This is the third...

4) 'The world is insufficient, insatiable, a slave to craving' This is the fourth...

So we all are doing a race with delusion what was create with our small times. But atleast we don't know the time of death or time to face accidents.

Really people are fooled to body, sensations, perceptions, intentions and consciousness as 'I am', 'mine' & as 'my soul. But any of those can not control us. There are arising and passing away according to causes in this very moment. Body - food, sensations/perceptions/intentions - contact , consciousness - name & form. Really all religions talk about the consciousness is our soul. But Lord Buddha had preached it is a majic. Because there is a thing to watch but it's unessential. It's a delusion. Verily consciousness is a reflection of name & form what reflect in this very moment. But ignorant people cling it to as I am, mine and my soul. But it is a illusion. The consciousness create a duality as world and me or eye and visual or so on. Without consciousness no suffering no fear. Foolish people delight about those by cling them by craving. But those visuals, sounds, smells, tastes, tangibles and thoughts give tired and stress. Nothing else. Times to time give a small happiness. But suffering is huge than the happiness.
As an example you feed this body, going to the lavatory, giving medicines, take baths. But body has not atleast a bit of gratitude. It always seeking for when I give him sick or pain, when I cut his hand/skin. Body becomes sick because it is it's nature. Because, why body is not under your control.

One day we totally understand this body, sensations, perceptions, intentions and consciousnesses not mine, at that day you will be liberated. That day is the end of suffering. End of the world. Because world arising and passing at eye, ear, nose, tough, body and mind. At that day you can stay without suffer while someone killing you with insulting. It is the way to cease the suffering. It's wisdom. Some foolish people think there is not existing ghosts, gods or brahmas or damn. It's like a saying of blind person about the sun is not existing. But they are seen by great meditaters.

Searching the world is useless to ourselves but searching about me is very useful for beyond the suffering. Pay your attention to "this very moment is just a consciousness". Past all feelings had gone. If you think about future it also just a consciousness what arised and passed away in this very moment. Comprehend it! If someone beyond desires, he beyond the suffering/ grief/ fear.

"This is peaceful, this is excellent, namely, the stilling all preparations, the relinquishment of all assets, the destruction of craving, detachment, cessation extinction(enlightenment)." This is the shorten interpretation about enlightenment/ nibbana.

Nearly I fullfil my ordination's second anniversary. Really I was the only child for my parents. But laity is a place of suffer and vulgar. This monkhood is more sublime than it. Everyone can not beyond the world by wisdom, but it you try, you will do it. People's mindset is like a programmed computer, they only consider in a one vulgar side